ahh, insomnia my fearful friend

So i started this new medicine, its an anti-depressant that's supposed to help you sleep. So far it hasnt done much but cause me to sleep for 12 hours. Pretty ridiculous  
 So i have to babysit tomorrow and its around 2am im pretty sure tomorrow is going to suck now. lol 


On another note there is this guy i currently like but it seems kind of wrong because of the circumstances, its kind of a weird situation really. This kid is like the friend of my mom's boyfriend so that's like his father figure and he's dating my mom...idk i think im over complicating this....lol (keep in mind the kid is like 19 my age, not like in his 40's. no worries guys) but he's really nice and just really diffrent from most guys i've dated, and idk. 
idk if i want to pursue this or not only because my conscience would not approve since i live in Farmington, a town founded on its inbred jokes, and he people here really only encourage it. Anyways, for now i think im going to let this play out. im not gonna push cuz i dont think im his type. 
It feels good to blog again. it makes up for my lack of college papers.