Maybe some day when i look at you, you'll see the same thing i do. and know that in your eyes my deepest fear lies. waiting to see the sun knowing it will never be done. Your demons sleep so peacefully now, taking your medication answers how. so now it lingers latent and leathal waiting for you to give up.

....

Literally nothing stays the same
Just look to the clouds and you shall see
Always changing forever moving on again and again
...Life's one worthwhile guarantee

The northbound trains and the foreign cars, the nights spent out back counting

stars dodging trains and blowing in the wind. You said you weren’t afraid to

die and in a word I asked you “why?”. You said “I could go to hell and wouldn’t

care If I’m with you I’ll go anywhere”, but those days are gone, I’ve packed my

bags and I’m moving on. Some day love is gonna find me, it might not be today,

but some day this love is gonna make its way to me. New England falls can

change so fast, the green to red, the trees contrast and summer air gets swept

up in the cold north wind. My last days are spent on the beach. I watch the

waves roll and retreat and write down the words to get them off my chest. Stuff

it in a bottle - hope for the best. I cast it to the sea. “I’m sorry I let

silence get the best of me