One of those days....

you ever one of those days where you do things wrong even though you know its wron but you do it anyway. and you know your gonna have to do it over.
For example: signing in i put in the wrong password. i knew it was wrong but i kept typing it anyways. because i just didn't care. i knew i'd have to retype it anyways.
so ya its one of those days. its tuesday.
then tomorrow is senior prank night.
then thursday we figure out what we're doing for senior skip which is Friday.
so this week is pretty jam packed. lol
and i want basically nothing to do with it. then mander and i are camping out at The Bail.
people might come people might not. i personally dont care. we have to cross it off the list.
so we can cross something off the list.
the list that will almost never be finished.
its a good list though.
and i have my heart set on having a mohawk for senior baquet. I have a picture of it in my head.
and if my hair dresser can do it then i'm gonna be totally pumped. my idea is corn rows. but if we have to improvise then that's fine.

Being Nice.....

i feel like i dont do it enough.
i know i'm mean, bitchy and emotionless most of the time.
LOL. everyone who's lived with me would know.
 i'm not good at showing that i appreciate you, or that i care.
but there are always those rare moments when i'm strangely kind, and go out of my way to do things for you.
idk.
i've never thought of myself as a good or bad person.
i believe that humans are basically good, its safe to say that most terrible things started out as a good idea when the person started.......
i just feel like i dont do enough nice things, probly because i know i dont.

hmm...just soem food for thought.