oh the Stress

SO here i am on aim when my ex decides to talk to me out of now where. i don't know why or if he was just bored or what. but it was an extremely general conversation. i mean i didn't mind talking to him, i just didn't think we'd talk after fighting about stupid things for so long. but yeah we talked on aim for about five minutes then he went to bed and now here i am wondering what the fuck is going on in the world.....anyways.

So tomorrow i get out of my last class early because i have a doctors' appointment for my jaw. which has been causing me LOTS of pain lately. we have to go donate all these things that didn't sell at the yardsale so we have to find a salvation army. there was something else i had to do but i don't remember what it was. this weekend was so chaotic and tiring. i'm glad its over.

So now i might get a receptionist job and am looking for a place to live. so that i DON'T have to move to florida after i graduate. then there's school. and i have no idea what's going on with my love life. its there i'm just freakin' confused because some people are sending me mixed messages. then there's packing and selling things so we don't have much to take when my mom and i part our ways. i need to talk with guidance at some point this week. i also need to relax at some point this week. i found out the in my psych class my stress level was like 450 ish. which close to needing to see a doctor. which really explains why i'm sick all the time. i have to finish that paper for Ms Booth. and i have a ton of homework to do tomorrow in studyhall. it'll all get done no worries. i jst don't want to do it. well i'm off to bed. school in the morning.

GoodNgiht.