this past weekend and the beginning of this week have been SO messed up. I seriously feel like shit and i just woke up from like a two hour nap. i think the stress is really wearing out my body. i found out my stress level was super high in psych the other day. which apparently can make you physically ill. Which would explain why i'm sick almost all the time.
- well before i went to sleep i emailed my sister and told her that i wasn't moving to florida. i think that's partly why i feel so terrible and why i went to sleep. She wants me to come down so badly so she can be close to me again. I mean yeah i want to be close to my sister but not right now. i want to stay here with my friends and work things out on my own for now. you gotta cut the cord sometime right? why not right now?
granted i'm still thinking some things through. and i have a few options incase one of the m falls through so i think once my mom moves i've got my butt covered pretty well. i guess for right now we'll just have to wait and see what happens.
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