It seems as though nothing in my life ever makes sense anymore. things just kind of happen and i always learn to find a way to deal with it or get around it. but recently things have stopped.
and i don't know why.
but i hope it picks up again soon. life is boring without crazy random events, liek people just popping up at my house to steal me away or walking to meet up with someone. just random things. they make me happy. they give me someting to look forward too.
i wake up thinking "i wonder what's gonna happen today." and smile
this is my senior year in high school. my last year to cause problems and be crazy, before i get thrown out into the big bad world.
concerning my living condition i don't know yet. i Do know that i'm NOT moving to florida. worst comes to worst i'll end up living with one of my friends. which shouldn't be so bad.
my mom is packing up the house. and its FREAKING me out. Our house is where everyone comes to relax and hangout but now its bland and in boxes.
its like a HARSH reality check. but i guess i needed this.
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