Its all in your goodbyes

My grammother is going to have to have another heart surgery and the doctor's don't think she'll make it through this one. They told us this one would be extra risky not only because of her age but also because this artery is behind her heart. she's going in for a consultation this thursday and if its bad enough then they might take her into surgery right there. it depends on how long she waits to tell us how much pain shes' really in. i'm not sure how i feel about this, i mean this could kill her. i've never been close to my gram well actually we hate each other but i don't want her to die. that's horrible.
idk its her call, not mine.