Remembering

talk about flash backs. i'm talking to a girl that i haven't spoken to in years becuase she tried to contol my life (idk what it is with girls and them pretending to own me. its fucked up.)
but ya she was the start of all of it. She was my best friend and the only person i couldn't get away from. she was crazy and controling and totally freakin ignorant
She wants to hangout this summer which i'm willing to see how she's changed. hopefully she's calmed down.
she's seems to still follow the trends like always.
She was Always a follower. Never a leader.
i hung around her because i didn't really care.
i mean of course i met new people and eventually we became a little click type thing and they would all tell me to leave natalie. but i never did. i hid inside my baggy clothes and long dark brown hair and lived invisible ot the worled. i liked it that way. as long as i was with natalie life was taken care of because she would always take the spotlight of everything.
then i moved up here and was pretty much forced out of my shell. i started fighting in school and punched amanda hussy in the face my second day of middle school because she got in my face because i didn't like country music.
its just so weird looking back on how diffrent i am now compare to then.