Who i am

i'm trying to share with you who i am and you can't seem to understand what i'm telling you.

Maybe you miss read something somewhere, but i am my own person.

i always have been

and i always will be

my family is my world

as much as i hate them sometimes,

i will always love them, the Are a duty and they will always come first

the few certain people that i care for i care fircely for

because i know they are all i have in this world

Its things like this that make me shut everyone out.

it makes me calm up and push away

especially now, me being in such a vulnerable state of mind

i would like to say i'm Done i'm Finished.

but i know i'm not.

i believe that the only time you actually know who you are is when you die

the moments before when your watching your life flash before your eyes

you look back on everything and say "Okay."

and know that everything is okay because you tried your best

not because you made sure people KNEW who you were.

just that you actually left an imperssion on them and there life.

but i guess that's just me

but according to some people

i don't know who i am.

no i don't because i'm still becoming that person

and i won't know until my time comes

I have a very good sense of who i am becoming

so as far as i'm concered you were Never my therapist.

you volunteered the question and i ansered it honestly and you would carry on with that.

besides its not fair to you, because you don't get paid enough to listen to me bitch.

again. sorry for wasting your time.