Being Nice.....

i feel like i dont do it enough.
i know i'm mean, bitchy and emotionless most of the time.
LOL. everyone who's lived with me would know.
 i'm not good at showing that i appreciate you, or that i care.
but there are always those rare moments when i'm strangely kind, and go out of my way to do things for you.
idk.
i've never thought of myself as a good or bad person.
i believe that humans are basically good, its safe to say that most terrible things started out as a good idea when the person started.......
i just feel like i dont do enough nice things, probly because i know i dont.

hmm...just soem food for thought.